dear diary. I just remember first day, when I went to school. I was 12. kids asked my, hi how are you Emily? and I answered. fine, I'm fine! everything is just fine. and then they asked me where are you from? where you lived? I said that I'm from Mars but that's not true. what would happened if I say that I'm not fine! I'm bad! When I was a kid, I was part of some Sadist Experiment every time when I made mistakes they bit me and locked me in a isolation cell without food or water. I bet they would said that - Oh that's to bad - and they forget it. I cant forget it, and I fell very bad! I'm want to die.
yesterday Bryan asked - how are you?
I answered technically - Fine, everything is just fine.
but suddenly he asked my a very seriously - no! tell me the truth, how are you?
and then I answered - Well I'm smiling but inside I'm daying.
I hated Bryan, after 14 year old. but then... I meet hem a little close, and then I realised that he is not a very bad person. he can do a good thing to... but I don't want to talk about hem... I just want to go and die!
and that's it. Everyone thinks that I'm happy. I'm smart, beautiful and I'm having a very handsome boyfriend, who loves me very much. But I'm not happy. I'm a girl without a past!
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