Crazy...

I'm a crazy bitch! why that? because... I had a Sex with Damon. very interesting and very danger to. dear Diary I almost died. 
Nick left me yesterday. no we didn't brake up. He's genetic is no a sex information. I wanted a sex and Extreme to so I just call Damon. It was very... I don't know... I was scared but I wanted that... lost my virginity in a Extremely and original... So...
I read some interesting States about how to call Damon. 
at 12 pm I put fire on candle (6) cut my finger and say Whispered Come,saint,come. than I closed my eyes and lad my fingers on my knee. 
Suddenly I hear someone was screaming. It was horrible scream. I didn't scare I woke up and went in a bed.
Night I hear someone was calling my name. - Emily... - it was coldly voice but... so Sexy... he cut my hair... I was looking It's  eyes.
He came closely. try to kill me. I didn't move. I knew that If I show some fear he would kill me in a moment. 
he screamed.
I didn't move.
he kissed me.
I kissed hem to.
He kissed my lips.
I didn't move.
he put he's penis in my Vagina.
I didn't move.
I was death.
It was insidious.
It was so cool.
and than he left me... 
I was so lonely.
I almost cry.
than I call Nick.
He came.
we talk every night.
He didn't know anything about my experiment.
today test showed me that I'm pregnant.

I'm no longer human any more.